O.K.
so you are thinking all over again if you should be telling him something or not.
If you should share the so called ups and downs of your life.
your dog got bitten by stray dogs, partly because he is running high on testosterone and partly because he is a loafer - and you feel this epochal event should be shared with the disconnected - unconcerned - not bothered - soulmate of yours?
you actually spelled out the answer, it is simple.
if you have to wait to tell him the stories of your life, then it is just not worth it. because those who really care are always next to you - maybe not physically but metaphysically.
you dont need to sit and analyse and over analyze stuff- you dont need to write and discard messages before sending it to him.
he is just there.
And even if he is busy - you know he will be there...
it is that feeling of surety that makes you want to - divulge every little detail about yourself to him.
but if somebody is like a dark room - two things happen.
1 - you are scared to go in
2 - you never know if the opposite person is actually there or your talking to the rapidly dancing air molecules
So my suggestion is you better go talk to a wall then talk to a person who will maybe listen to you for a while and then start acting like the wall in front of you - a few days later. you might feel these pangs of desperation - where you curse the burdensome single hood you are carrying on your shoulder and the thought that nobody really cares to know the sad and painful happenings of your life.But trust me this feeling of short term dejection is better than long term feeling of despair and agony.
i might sound like a shopkeeper weighing the pros and cons of a broken vase, but what i say is logical - not emotional. Emotional side of me would say, go jump on your mobile and punch his number him, burst open your heart in front of him and hope for a loving reception - which will eventually cascade into a tornado of tears. Today you might get some little loving but tomorrow you will get the same acidic side of him , which swoon and croon to his whims of his mood.
SO it would be better to murder emotions through logic. Cause Logic might be lacerating and difficult at first, but it will be the one that will lead you the road of sane sunshine. Emotions can be kept locked up in the deep vaults of your heart and should be unlocked - and i warn you again - unlocked with foremost attention - only in front of a person who will be tender enough to caress them, not in front of a black stone eyed monster - who will peck them in the beginning but squash them like a lemon to quench his thirst later.
it is decided - you are not sharing any of your willy frilly talks with him, rather you will come right here on this god forsaken blog and type your anger and solemnity away!
Feeling good already :D
so you are thinking all over again if you should be telling him something or not.
If you should share the so called ups and downs of your life.
your dog got bitten by stray dogs, partly because he is running high on testosterone and partly because he is a loafer - and you feel this epochal event should be shared with the disconnected - unconcerned - not bothered - soulmate of yours?
you actually spelled out the answer, it is simple.
if you have to wait to tell him the stories of your life, then it is just not worth it. because those who really care are always next to you - maybe not physically but metaphysically.
you dont need to sit and analyse and over analyze stuff- you dont need to write and discard messages before sending it to him.
he is just there.
And even if he is busy - you know he will be there...
it is that feeling of surety that makes you want to - divulge every little detail about yourself to him.
but if somebody is like a dark room - two things happen.
1 - you are scared to go in
2 - you never know if the opposite person is actually there or your talking to the rapidly dancing air molecules
So my suggestion is you better go talk to a wall then talk to a person who will maybe listen to you for a while and then start acting like the wall in front of you - a few days later. you might feel these pangs of desperation - where you curse the burdensome single hood you are carrying on your shoulder and the thought that nobody really cares to know the sad and painful happenings of your life.But trust me this feeling of short term dejection is better than long term feeling of despair and agony.
i might sound like a shopkeeper weighing the pros and cons of a broken vase, but what i say is logical - not emotional. Emotional side of me would say, go jump on your mobile and punch his number him, burst open your heart in front of him and hope for a loving reception - which will eventually cascade into a tornado of tears. Today you might get some little loving but tomorrow you will get the same acidic side of him , which swoon and croon to his whims of his mood.
SO it would be better to murder emotions through logic. Cause Logic might be lacerating and difficult at first, but it will be the one that will lead you the road of sane sunshine. Emotions can be kept locked up in the deep vaults of your heart and should be unlocked - and i warn you again - unlocked with foremost attention - only in front of a person who will be tender enough to caress them, not in front of a black stone eyed monster - who will peck them in the beginning but squash them like a lemon to quench his thirst later.
it is decided - you are not sharing any of your willy frilly talks with him, rather you will come right here on this god forsaken blog and type your anger and solemnity away!
Feeling good already :D
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